Unproductive

As in the title of this blog post, I feel unproductive. Wanting to improve myself as a person but never successful. I read a lot of books, but forgotten about the knowledge. I tried to learn a language but over five years never had any results. Why? I feel I'm unproductive. In many ways, many situation. Life, career and also my pursue of happiness. Nothing accomplished, nothing.... I feel unproductive, as when I look back to my pass life, even though without regret, I feel like nothing had happened. If I have a child, I have no story to tell, no glory to share, no adventure to show. What am I who am I... Now I need to be strict to myself... Get something done, learn the thing I really want to learn and never forget about it. Do the thing I want to do, and finishing it...

Avichen's Art Blog

How should I put this in simple words… Welcome to my new blog. This is a place for me to express my thoughts. I have had a few blogs which I’m unable to access anymore due to my google account being hacked, closed and now, the blogs are wandering around the internet world.

How would I like this blog to be? Without a fixed genre of course. English is not my native language; I tried my best to utilize this blog to express what’s in my right brain, the art brain. How this blog is came about, is because I feel stressed to constantly use my left brain solving logical problems in my daily work and life. I need to make my life balance! I need some work out on my right brain to balance out the overly tired left side.

It’s hard to express something through just one media. I’m not an artist, nor an art student. In life, I’m an engineer, working with numbers, logics and mathematics. And I’m an emotional person. Something must be done to express my deepest feeling. Thus, I want this site to be an art blog.

I do not intent to impress anybody here, nor looking for any attention. I just need a space to express. This blog will remains in the memory, not the memory of our brain, just a set of data in the working server. I don’t know what it will be in the future. Most probably wandering in the internet world just like all my previous blogs. But in the end, it already provided me the feeling of satisfaction on expressing my feelings and spread it worldwide.